Wednesday, June 29, 2011

28.6.11

well.

lazy daytime-ish.
got judith seen too.
she is all better now.
for the short term at least
my poor baby.
then cleaned the house.
sort of
and snacked.
and did some chorey things.
borrrringgg.
then to rehearsals.
not until i had been to storage.
finally no longer have a printer in my backseat.
woo.
4 hours of intensive singing.
seriously, that shit got real!
but then we had post rehearsals parma.
and then gelati
and general chit chat in the streets of melbourne.
such an enjoyable experience.
i loved it.
really i did.
then on to the grand phillips house to a night of mischievous fun.

great group of people.
sitting. chilling. drinking.
sharing stories.
having a great time.
phil bec and I stayed up until 7.30 talking.
eating nachos
what a night.
those 2, are such fun.
and it always ends up the best all nighter experiences.
even when you wake up @ 10am.
or 9, if you are bec :P
but still.
great. great night.
made better by the fact i DIDNT get the kings cup.
came down to the last two cards.
phils pick.
if it wasn't the king then i had to drink the cup.
oh lordylordy.
thank goodness it didn't happen.
i was intoxicated enough without it.
really.
:D
yay for holidays.

Monday, June 27, 2011

27.6.11

first real day of freedom.

and boy was it.
after staying up til 2am talking with the boy.
i got up at 10 so that i could do my timetable.
after a stressful hour or so of attempting to timetable i finally got it done, and exactly as i wanted.
which was good.
5 day week, but its a relaxed 5 day week which means I might be able to fit more study and me time in. maybe.
thats a pretty big maybe.
but i'll try.

then off to lunch dates with phil and caroline.
breaking in the jaffle iron.
omgggg omnomnom.
we had sandwhiches.
with cheese and salami.
and marshmellows and peanut mnms. it was actually insane.
but great.
and then we played 500 and big 2 whilst chatting (wilf was there by this point)
lovely enjoyable arvo.
phil I then headed to kew east primary and had some bball practice with lauchy.
it was actually heaps of fun.
it was the first time i've got to practice bball since i've started playing.
like not an intense game situation, but get used to the ball, practice shooting, getting the action right even though it will be completely different when i am being defended.
*fingers crossed* it will translate and i will actually score in the games.

judith didn't want to start once i got outside.
which was actually so upsetting.
will probably have to see a mechanic tomorrow *sadface*
meant liz had to come pick me up from home for our after dinner ice cream date.
which was actually awesome.
nothing better than cold rock ice creamery.
how i love it :)
and more importantly than that.
was getting to catch up with one of the bestest girls in my life.
whom i have missed greatly!
:)

xx

Sunday, June 26, 2011

26.6.11

well.

what a day.
woke up at 10, refreshed and ready to go, YAY.
rehearsals. rehearsals. rehearsals.
WEOW.
I love my rehearsals.
but seriously, i kinda do :)
11.30 - 4pm
and then piss bolted over to my bball game.
twas fun.
we lost
and i fouled twice.
oops.
buttttt i scored, which was kinda exciting.
anyways, now I am waiting for jonathon, but I think he has gone to sleep.
I feel bad.
skype date tomorrow.
I miss him
xx

25.6.11

not particularly hung over.

VERY very tired.
legs ache like there is no tomorrow.
seriously.
kill.ing.me.
anyways, 5th year old birthday party.
wow my niece is so old.
seriously.
cutest thing in the world, but when did she become old enough to start going to school?!
seriously.
strange.
not til next year of course.
amazing lunch.
soooo fattening.
good. needed it after the night before really :P
went to my cousins after that.
she had a cooling off party.
giving away things, because she is moving out
(becoming a nun....)
and I got her jaffle iron WIN!
its a cow.
seriously.
with black and white colouring scheme.
but i have wanted a jaffle iron again for SO long.
triangle toasted sandwhiches.
best for baked beans and/or spaghetti toasted sandwhiches.
the pockets keep everything in.
:D
got home.
went to sleep at 6.30
totally normal right? :)

24.6.11

well.

exam done and finished.
lovely.
actually went slightly better than I was expecting.
there was even a moment there were I solved something and got the right answer.
so I know I managed to answer one question.
and it was one of the question types I had thought I would never possibly be able to answer.
how grand.
then lunch with some pretty spectacular people.
it had been so long since I had been able to see people.
and let alone TOGETHER it was just such a lovely lunch
and a parma and beer also helped :)
went home after that.
to get ready for a grand night of dancing.
and boy was it.
I got changed and waited for my lovely Caroline to chill and pre-drink in my bedroom old school style whilst we did our make up and discussed boys.
it was great.
and then.
woah.
6+ hours of dancing.
it was, insane.
I got to the venue at about 8.30
we chilled
had a couple of drinks.
then hit the d-floor
and i didn't leave it again until 3.10am.
what. a. night.
basile and I were the life of the party.
well, no. BUT we were killing the dance floor.
twas soooo much fun :)
I then didn't get home again until 4.30 thanks to the 3.30 night rider never turning up, so I caught the 4am one instead.
met some really cool people waiting for the bus.
including a french guy who wanted to give me his jacket. .
and two other pretty nice randoms who sat and talked whilst we complained about the late bus and waited for the new one.
i did nearly have a macca's large cup fall on my head, but it just missed me, so life was okay.
sleeepy sleeepy arrived once I got home.
weow.

Friday, June 24, 2011

23.6.11

well. Last day of torture.
But at the same time, i think i kind of liked my bubble. In a way.
Cheat sheet not even finished, but i need sleep so bed calls anyway.
Went to rehearsals tonight.
Really enjoyable.
Practiced the lift.
Just the usual, 2 girls sending another girl upside over her head. You know, normal really :P
we did cornerwork. First time in ages i've done cornerwork. Quite enjoyable. Really. Even if I did manage to make a fool of myself *sigh*
Oh and the picture is from an amazing parallel park i did at the dentist the other day. I just keep forgetting to post it.

Xx

Thursday, June 23, 2011

22.6.11

well.

just another day of study.
worked for 3 hours.
which was fun.
90 dollars cash in a day is what I call bliss.
I nearly, sort of, maybe made a break through with probability.
however passing still seems a long way off yet.
and the exam is the day after tomorrow.
f. my. life.

meanwhile.
i should get back to studying.
and stretching. need to go for more runs!
anyways - thats a side topic.
nine is just getting ever ever closer
and my 10 km run! and i don't particularly feel physically ready for either.
STRESSFUL.
but nowhere near as stressful as probability exam tomorrow...
:S

Wednesday, June 22, 2011

21.6.11

tuesday.

rehearsals.
pretty slow day of studying.
got petrol.
i hate buying petrol.
so unneccessarily expensive.
is it bad that i am actually not looking forward to freedom?
i guess that is partially a lie.
i AM looking forward to freedom.
i am NOT looking forward to having to do the exam first.
rehearsals were quite enjoyable.
4 hours of rehearsals with a 1/2hour break.
was lovely.
and chilled with the cast members.
its weird, but i feel so welcome.
anyways.
we practiced.
and enjoyed lovely singing.
and dancing.
i think another reason i am not looking forward to freedom, is the idea that Jonathon doesn't get back for another 10days after that.
means it may be a hell of a lot more noticeable how lonely i am going to be.
*sigh*

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

20.6.11

well.

chemistry is done.
god damn it. i hope.
i really can not be certain i passed.
its been so strange.
in a weird way, i was starting to enjoy studying for it.
but i was by no means ready for that exam
and i really dont think i answered enough to pass...
so if it doesnt get scaled....
looks like i will be doing it again semester 1 next year.
eww.
eww. eww. eww.
anyways.
saw the dentist today.
might need a root canal.
wooopdeefreaakingdoo.
and that wasnt the worst part of my day.
chemistry beats that.
life sucks.
anways, time to go to stretching and studying.
xx

Monday, June 20, 2011

19.6.11

what a sunday.

went to rehearsals and we went an hour over time.
got there 1/2 an hour early to help ms annabelllaaa with the chereo she had missed.
twas pretty straight forward, and fun.
then spent 11 - 5pm dancing.
my favourite. :)
nothing like having to do the splits a lot.
woo.
stretching time!
haha. once i finish writing this.
went from rehearsals home.
then changed.
and on to bball!
we won.
AND I scored a basket, both of these facts make me pretty happy :)
got home and study for a couple of hours.
before sinking into a "i am going to fail" mood.
and heading to bed before it succumbed me.
eurgh.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

18.6.11

after 11 months of working with the same company you think i would learn.

learn that in this world, funky will always be a little bit funky
its just so sad.
was kinda of fun in a way.
had my first gig with the big boss.
well - actually she isn't REALLY the big boss.
but she might as well be.
in charge of me.
had to drive to melbourne convention centre to get the other printer.
totally. unfortunately. normal for this job.
how lovely.
anyways.
had fun otherwise.
the people were pretty nice.

had massive trouble sleeping last night.
didnt get to sleep until 5am.
horrible.
woke up at 11 to study.
barely got any done.
i am. so going to fail chemistry.
its depressing.
soo much study and i will still fail.
not. fair.

anyways, going to sleep again. joy.

Saturday, June 18, 2011

17.6.11

fridays.

used to be fun once right?
*sigh*
studying hurts.
my desk looks - like i've actually been using!
*shock horror*
this probably means nothing to you, but it means something to me. lol
i never use this thing.
pretty much.

i got mildly MILDLY distracted today.
been looking up tours and such for when i go to south america.
basically there are like a MILLION i want to do.
okay - 4.
but i can't really afford 4 20+ day tours, so I kinda need to sort things out a little. lol.
I also really enjoy the prospect of being in rio de jenario for new years eve.
actually it is possibly one of the most excitng things ever.
my dear friends, is why :)

but it is actually CRAZY.
so expensive.
like, 100 dollars a night for hostels, 4 nights minimum.
and yet.
and yet....
i REALLLY want to go.
i feel like its one of those "before you turn 30" things.
mmm.
definitely.

okay. rambling now.
its 2.30.
i should be sleeping.
i have a giant chemistry text book open in front of me.
i feel like i could nearly fall asleep at this desk, head in my text book.
thats horrible.
urgh.
sleeeeeeepppp.
if only it meant i could pass!
osmosis.
stupid.stupid chemistry.
i hate you.
have i told you that recently?
grr.

16.6.11

well.

thursdays.
usually not very exciting.
but this time i let it be my weekend.
so, naturally.
studied all during the day.
then rehearsals 5 - 9
lovely.
i love rehearsals.
its bad.
well - no - its good.
but i need to be focused in study.
just for the next week.
gah.
anyways.
went to rehearsals.
at georgias house.
amazing house
just reinforced the "i want to move out" feeling
except i cant afford to travel AND move out.
so its okay.
travel is definitely the option.
went out for drinks afterwards.
was the directors birthday
oh it was so nice.
i enjoyed it muchly.
too much really.
self isolation.
but its okay.
i only stayed for an hour and a half.
and studied for a bit afterwards.
and forgot to blog post (yep. seriously late post right now :P)
xx

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

15.6.11

slow day again today.

study.
(these posts seem mildly repetitive :P)
then went to tutor for a couple of hours
money is good.
got to love cash.
anyways.
need to get back to the study.
my life is dull!
last night was nice.
after having a horrible day of study/not understanding anything.
hating chemistry and wanting to shoot the lecturers
(who thought it was okay to not have exam paper solutions. grrr)
i got to have a skype date with my boyfriend :)
definitely not as nice as you know, the REAL date.
but i look forward to that once he gets back from the u s of a
*sigh*

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

14.6.11

study.is.killing.me.


my lectures said that past exam paper solutions is a luxury they only offer to first years.
screw. you.

so now
here i am, hating life.
and mostly hating chemistry.
it should not be this hard.
but it is.
it sooo is this hard.
unfairrrrr!

anyways, off that topic now!

had rehearsals today.
twas fun.
chilled at hannahs.
tiny room, so warm.
so nap.like.
seriously. warm. and pleasant.
went to work.
got photos.
cleaned a bit.
got back.
had dinner.
studied. or tried to.
chemistry, again, is being the death of me!

i did zumba.
exhausting.
tomorrow shall be run day.
need to stretch and then sleep.
i think.
urghsdvbhgs.
what a day.

13.6.11

went for a run yesterday.

<10km. approximately.
its probably more like 8, but whatever.
studied my little bum off.
still know very little about chemistry.
and next to nothing about probability.
this is going to be an interesting exam session.
I've watched a fair amount of gilmore girls.
did some pilates.
spoke to my boyfriend on skype.
miss that kid.
i think that pretty much sums up my day, in a very eloquent nut shell.
its okay, i plan to sort of leave the house today.
eeeehhhh.
:)

Monday, June 13, 2011

12.6.11

well.
i posted a blog last night before i went to sleep.

but it has disappeared.
cruel. cruel. blog world.
so i cannot be bothered recreating it full.
just going to say a little about my day yesterday.
pretty uneventful.
rehearsals were fun though.
over pushed myself, did the splits on a cold floor without stretching properly.
serves myself right.
now my right hamstring is in agony again, and i am back to stretching intensely again.
i had been slacking off. but as it is now official i will be doing the splits in this show in my underwear.
I NEED it to be perfect.
lol.
gah.
anyways, i also get to be a monkey!
possibly a little TOO excited about this.
does that make me crazy?
potentially
but oh well.
time to get back to study.
curse you blogger.
my luck, the other blog will post too in like 2 days, and i will have a double up.
*grumble*

Sunday, June 12, 2011

11.6.11

Must love university.
So much study.
Cant tell you a thing i have learnt.
It has been crazy.
Intense.
A million episodes of gilmore girls.
And all inorganic chemistry.
not even a third of the way through the course material. It makes me want to be sick.
Stupid.
So much to learn.
So little time.
I hate uni sometimes.
i love it.
But this two weeks. Boy.
Doesnt help the amount of people who have completely, finished
*sigh* only two to go! And only 14 more lectures to go through completely for chemistry before i have written notes for the whole course.
Ohhh yay.
Time to go to sleep.
Picture today is to show my lovely notes, my blog, ironically enough and gilmore girls. Such a lovely setup. Study is amazing.
Meanwhile i feel everbody should take note of the fact i am at my desk :P hugge deal.
Haha.
Nighttt.
Xx

Saturday, June 11, 2011

10.6.11

posting from my phone again.
Lying in bed. Chillin' watching gilmore girls.
Yay.
One exam down.
only 2 more to go :/
Oh goodness....
That is a great thing.
But also so afraid of failing chemistry. and probability. Or both.
spending a friday night doing sit ups and trying to memorize probability axioms...
totally normal right?
*sigh*
Pretty sure i passed real.
Can't say much else about it :/ but i think i passed... So thats a plus.
Time to go to sleep now.
Gooodddnight.

Friday, June 10, 2011

9.06.11

Well. I nearly forgot to post.
So this is being typed from my mobile, as i attempt my first ever 'email post' will be interesting if it works.
First exam bright and early tomorrow morning.
Oh how i wish i was more prepared. I feel like im going to vomit.
urgh.
Time to sleep.
rehearsals tonight were enjoyable. Nothing like an opening number. Hehe.
And i tutored for 2 hours today.
Good money :D
not sure what this week lies.
Hoping to go to a dance class/or 2 tomorrow night. Splurg a little on myself. Before hitting the books. Because chemistry is likely to lie me down and rape me... Fuck my life...

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

8.6.11

exams getting closer.

so. so. so. close now.
studied my little bottom off today.
and tutored.
and had a skype session with my boyfriend.
whom i would like to say i miss v. much.
and then did some zumba with my ma.
dinner.
2 hours of learning my cue cards with my papa (well and mother, but she just freaks out at maths terms :P)
going over old exams.
now to try and understand.
try and know it all.
before friday.
oh god.
sleep time for me soon i think.
so sore.
and tired.
and fatigued.
so ready for a break.
come on holidays.
except... that would mean exams would be over.
oh boy :/
failed if that was the case.
learn.learn.learn.

7.6.11

what a crazy day.

woke up late.
studied.
did pilates.
studied some more.
then went to rehearsals.
that was my entire day.
it was crazy.
but great.
and rehearsals were really fun.
what i like to call "the rape scene"
but seriously.
i am the first prostitute chosen.
get to be the love/emotional in tact one at the start.
i like this.
so much.
seriously.
coolest thing, in the world.
it is also a hell of a lot of fun to dance.
there is even a fake kiss bit, which is just lovely :P
but then i get thrown away for money.
and then i am back to the rest of them.
haha.
BUT it is so much fun.
anyways.
sleep calls.
because i have to do work.study.dance.stretch.tutor
tomorrow.
so for now.
goodnight.
xx

Tuesday, June 7, 2011

6.6.11

too tired to post properly.

lovely night with some really great people post netball.
absolutely lovely
they are some good friends.
lost the game unfortunately
25 - 21.
four goals.
but they deserved it.
especially considering we were up 4 goals going into the 4th.
my. oh. my.
but oh well.
we tried.
and i won best and fairest for the comp.
which was a pretty good consolation prize.
just saying :P
ah well sleep time now.
creative writing done.
in the wee hours of last night.
sleeeeep awaits me.
xxx

Monday, June 6, 2011

5.6.11

what a day.

long.
didn't do all that much.
but it feels like i've been to the moon and back!
rehearsals 11 - 2
good time.
except when you go to bed at 2.
urgh.
slept in pretty late so i got dropped off at uni.
yay for parents who love you.
then I had lunch at qpo.
yummm
again with the over indulging.
so unnecessary!
but yet it happens :(

tutored.
yay money.
then went to bball.
we lost by 1 point.
how sad :(
if only one of the three shots i put up had gone in.
seriously
just one.
gah.

long skype chats with the boy.
although not until after i discovered that i no longer had a digital copy of my assignment due tomorrow.
not that it was finished.
so i had to touch type an old draft I had and scrap it away.
fuuucccckkk.
such a painful experience.
mostly done.
except that i have to find my old assignments to hand BACK in.
what a joke!! :(
i hate this subject.
i wish i had never done it.

*angry pout*

well. sleep time i think.

Sunday, June 5, 2011

4.6.11

pretty relaxed day.

well the day at least.
studying some real analysis.
can't really tell you anything i learnt.
didn't feel ALL that productive.
especially after i slept in so much.
fool.
no dance.
or run.
urgh. i actually feel over indulged today.
ah well.
there is always tomorrow?

woke up however to the reply email i had sort of been waiting out for :S
which was nice.
fell asleep last night watching sabrina.
plan to do the same tonight.
can't think too much watching that.
such a nice relief.

stressful night at work.
printer wouldnt work.
i mean SERIOUS shit went down with this machine.
it was a disaster.
when is it when it comes to my work? seriously...
but the ink sheet snapped in half.
and then the printer jammed.
and then it said it was out of paper.
when i ASSURE you
it was not out of paper.
it was... a mindboggling.
heart breaking 45 minutes.
at least it started working again!
and for no real reason either...
did mean however i had to stay 40minutes afterwards.
so what i want to do on a saturday night right...
but i did it.
and we got through it.
and it will be a good pay cycle this thursday.
this muck up, plus a months work of pearsons.
oooh. goodie goodie :)

i really want to move out again.
don't really know why.
its just sort of - hit me.
ah well.
not for probably another 18months or so
but i do want to spend 2ish months travelling at the end of the year
go to south america
and then maybe thailand.
actually relax.
i miss it.

sleep time for me.
well sabrina time really.

i miss you. just in case you didn't realize.
its painful.
and its only been a week.
there is so much i have to say.
that i want to say to you.
but to your face.
snuggling.
(L)

Friday, June 3, 2011

3.6.11

nearly forgot to post today.

oh no! :P
slept pretty badly last night.
sadly, i'm pretty sure its because it has finally sunk in just how long it will be until i get to see him again :(
miss him.
too much.
its borderline pathetic.
*pull it together*
this was followed by some pretty horrid nightmares.
grrrrrrr.
stupid brain.

as for my actual DAY well...
slow day.
last day of work.
boss was nice to me.
told me that i was welcome back, and she was grateful for my assistance.
ridiculous really considering she wouldn't know me from a bar of soap.
but yet, she was quite nice.
lovely lady.
and i believe her whole heartedly.

so.
worked 9 - 5 and didnt do much else.
out for dinner with mother.
attempted some stretching.
nearly at complete right leg split again.
gooooodddd
considering im pretty sure i have to do it in my underwear during NINE.
haha.
good false advertisement in the audition :/
but seriously... i WANT to do it in the show.
so. i shall work at it.
and here i am.
was meant to do zumba tonight and didnt.
darrrnnn it.
getting up early tomorrow for a run, or a dance class if i feel so inclinded.
doubt i will though.
too much study.

10km run is in 43 days.
reallllyyy should get on that.
lol.

time for some sleep.
maybe an episode of sabrina the teenage witch first.
oh how i wish i had gotten gilmore girls.
or gossip girl for that matter.
ah well.

sleep.
my aching body needs it.
situps and lunges can take more out of a girl than you realize :S

Thursday, June 2, 2011

2.6.11

studying.

wooo.
what a day.
lots of writing.
and going to the shops.
and buying some sugar-free versions of my fav stuff.
ya knowwww. like red bull for tomorrow at work.
*groaaaannnn*
what a long day this is going to be.
long week. it has been.
long weekend it is going to be.
time to relax? nope.
study.
run.
stretch.
in fact - i havent done my situps for today!
*rushes to do them*

better.
had rehearsals tonight.
musical. musical. musical.
saw the just bra i will be wearing on stage.
oh no...
time to hit the running.
hard. freaking. core.
jhgtfdsasdfghjkjdsd.

got to talk to jonathon on skype last night.
that was nice.
i miss him :(
seriously.
but. i guess its good for my studying.
although, i feel he could add a nice, different, way to stretch and work out my abs
;)
i would feel crazy for writing that.
but nobody reads this except him :P
haha
<3
xx

1.6.11

wednesday.

full work day.
tutored as i said that i would.
got home.
studied.
did my 50 situps/crunches.
plus other random abbsyness.
then did 40minutes of zumba with my mum.
lol.
that was spastic.
legitimately.
spastic.
but quite a lot of fun.
sold 3 of the 50 chocolates i need to sell.
boy.boy.boy.
this could be harder than i thought.
should sleep.
i said that i would wake up at 6 for a run tomorrow.
but i dont think i will do that.
need to sleep.
body aching.
and rehearsals tomorrow.
yes.
probably best i sleep in.
head to uni at around 9ish.
good. plan. sarah.
well.
i should best be off.
sorry for another. boring. entry.
hopefully plenty of fun things will happen, whilst im studying... tomorrow :)
bit unlikely.
sorry.

xx