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via request i have decided to update today.
request from what seems like a long lost friend, dancer
my fault really.
having not seen him since - well i can't really remember.
when did we last see each other? (not including today)
would have been winger rehearsals.
yep. monday.
wow. that was a long time ago.
although - the break has had that effect.
i've kinda hidden in the bliss of a break
well - spent every moment i could with india
does this make me a bad friend?
potentially.

whilst thinking of what i was going to write about, and how i was going to say it, i realized something curious.
i wonder if my parents read this blog.
and if i wrote about - well things they wouldn't/don't want to know about.
would they say anything?
consequencely outing the fact that they did in fact read it.
or secretly restrict me because of it?
interesting thought.
but no way of knowing.
wish there was a way i could know that they could not read it.
:(
so basically - the conclusion.
this entry is going to be modified/censored on the off chance my parents DO read it.
sad, i know.

basically - i cannot believe it has been one week already.
not since i updated :P
but since i was at uni.
i don't want to go back - i've enjoyed the break, and doing nothing.
and everything.
i should probably start from where i left off.
which was... saturday?
so - sunday.
i don't remember what i did during the day. but it was obviously not a lot. :P
i do however remember the rest of the evening.
india drove around and made me dinner.
toasted sandwiches, cheese and baked beans.
best. dinner. ever.
very nostalgic ^_^
drove via fashions house to pick up the camera i left on friday.
whoops.
afterwards headed to high's house for a bonfire.
or should i say major fire on main road? :P
basically we had an illegal bonfire.
12 foot high flames caused somebody across the road to call the fire brigade.
3 tankers later - it seems our small bon fire is a bit more important
we blamed high, who said god must have liked him this time because. a. it didnt rain and b. his spa heater was working.
yeah. well. you jinxed it didn't you?
the firemen couldn't get through to the property.
thought we were sweet because they couldn't find us, and the tankers left.
20mins later 3 fireman had knocked on the front door and requested to see the fire.
"quick. hide the goon, and grab a hose"
well - ended with just a slap on the wrist.
entertaining that we still cooked marshmellows on the fire, whilst the fire brigade was there.
we're just that cool. :-)
spa and pooled it up for a fair bit.
didn't really drink at all.
although i had to try the "most hideous goon of all time"
umm - yep. eww.
i wasn't drunk either.
i think that made it worse.
left partay at about 1.30ish? i think
headed to india's where i stayed the night.
:-)

left his house early monday morning.
his birthday.
but really early.
aprox. 7am
lucky as it turns out, because he didn't actually inform anyone i was staying.
could have been awkward.
instead i felt like i was doing the awkward morning after sneaking out :P
luckily enough nobody noticed/saw me :P
got dropped at home. whilst india had work.
slept for 3hours. (to counter act the 2 i had the night before :S)
woken up for lunch.
family members and such.
yay for that.
india picked me up once work was over.
had some of our lunch.
went to his place - to chill.
watched some true blood.
time passed and what not.
had dinner of home made pizza.
then went to the pub to meet with some people.
from there we went to one of friends house to chill
played halo.
yeah - okay there is a reason i have not played this before
i suck.
did however have my corpse raped :S
how awesome? not.
was picked up and stayed at india's house again.
this time people knew about it though.
slightly less awkward.
woken up for breakfast in bed.
pancakes. yummmmmmm.
seriously, how'd i get so lucky? ^_^
chilled at india's for the day.
listened to music.
played with the dogs.
watched true blood.
was a fun day :-)
doing not much because we were tired.
its always fun :-)
ended up heading to mine for dinner.
and an amazing spa in the CRAZY storm.
i don't know if you all noticed.
but it rained like CRAZY last night.
honestly, it was intense.
but amazing.
we managed to spend more than 3hours in the spa.
the rain helped though, that way it wasn't as hot.
funnily enough india stayed the night.
he blames me for living too far away.
personally i think its him who lives too far.

today's wednesday.
woke up at 1pm.
worked on chemistry and criminology.
wow. i did some work :P
and then went to rehearsals.
my cousins baby was also born today.
William Frances Slattery.
7 pound 8 ounces
and apparently a very sweet disposition :-)
i look forward to meeting him.

was nice finally seeing dancer again.
(no i'm not just saying that because you requested me to write this)
love that kid.
sometimes i fear i don't tell him enough.
or more importantly show it.
how do you make it clear that you respect somebody?
that you would never want to hurt them (even if you do) and that in your life they are important?
i mean this in more than just him. its difficult to do, how do you make it clear just how much somebody means to you?
its never easy.
and to be honest, i dont think its actually possible.
you can give them an indication.
but nobody will ever know, or understand, how much they mean to somebody else.
funny concept huh?
we live our lives not knowing how much we mean to others.
and others not knowing in reverse.
huh
strange. but true.
:)

wrote a new "about me" section on facebook.
wow - my life is rivetting!
so im going to post it here.
im sooo cool.

"who ever knows what to write in these things?
I'm 18.
an individual.
i love to smile.
singing. dancing. laughing. running (crazy? i know)
for some reason i really enjoy science.
maths. chemistry. physics.
don't question it. its not worth it.
I enjoy spending time with the important people in my life.
im a believer in all things happening for a reason.
so, take life as it comes :-)
as one door closes another opens.
ready, and waiting.
i believe happiness is so much easier to claim when you let it.
don't let other people pin you down.
life is always worth living.
more importantly - nothing in life is worth stressing over, or sacrifising ones happiness for.
lifes too short to be sad.
or stressed.
uni, independence, freedom and change have helped me see that.
it was about time ^_^ "

well - i was going to wrap it up there.
but i had a request for a mention.
i feel a bit like the media with all these requests.
but yes. i feel, i need to mention her because i never have before.
which makes me slightly upset.
one of the most stunning people i know, in fact when talking about her with india, i always have to explain "my hot friend [name]" - he does instantly know who im talking about too.
and he's never met her :P
she has that impression on people.
beautiful girl though. both exterior and interior.
basically i have not seen her in much too long.
good friday, was 3 years since we pretty much became awesomely close.
we went on an adventure.
one of the coolest, and most entertaining adventures ever.
there was weaving of polls. and frolicking in grass.
running up the down esculator.
well - i think only i did that :P
but still.
she is one of the funniest, and kindest girls i've ever met.
and i miss her dearly.
and to be able to have had such an amazing time, the first time i really spent time with her, was evident to me, that we had the potential to be awesome friends.
i still have a letter she wrote me - a little less than 3 years ago now - covered in glitter on my wall.
the day she and i had a glitter fight.
and she did that - just because she knew it would cheer me up.
just because, she knew i wasn't happy and she had the ability to change it.
see, one of the sweetest people, in the world.
i think thats enough of a rant now.
oh - and i realize because i haven't mentioned her before she doesn't have a nickname.
but really
hers already exists.
my dearest llama
that is all.
xox