'the only reason i hate couples is because they get regular sex'

mmm.

Nine. Book your tickets mofos.
Peaceout.

Haven't blogged in awhile.
Whoops.
Its because his back.
I just finished reading 'darkness be my friend'
To which i have two favourite quotes
'love could overcome all those stupid misunderstandings; that if someone really loved you, they knew what was in your heart and it didnt matter if you made mistakes. They looked past your words and read your heart. If they liked what they saw there, if they recognised it as good, they'd forgive just about anything'

'it doesnt matter what it costs, its worth paying the price. You cant live cheap and you can't live for nothing. Pay the price and be proud you paid it.'
Sent from my Nokia phone

4.7.11

Monday!
and what a monday it was too.
spoke to jonathon till very late last night.

cannot believe he will be home before I even know it.
extremely exciting.
Spoke to him again when I woke up.
until he got onto his flight. pretty much exactly.
its crazy that he will be home so soon.
then had people over.

WOO.

celebrating my last day of freedom *cough* i mean solitude :P

just kidding.
i've missed him beyond a ridiculously large amount
cannot wait to see him.
This monday has been brilliant because we played hearts.

and 2 games of kings.
chilled and ate pizza

went to the circle of shrooms and discussed life.

and played i never

what a great night it was.

yay!
we even had some fun aeroplaning around hays paddock.

and a 2.30am nachos run including sprinting down the wrong side of the road.
crazy.
but fun.
spent the late night talking with the boys after liz and lucas had left and em had gone to bed.
what a lovely.lovely.lovely night.
:)

3.7.11

wow.
4 hours sleep is so not enough.
note to the audience.

don't agree to 5am work shifts when you are busy.

or have a retarded uni-like sleeping pattern.

its just plain torture.

but it did mean i had the most productive sunday morning, i have EVER had.

worked 3 hours bumping in.

went home.

went for an 8km run.

read the paper.

went to rehearsals.
went back to work.

helped bump out then head to a dance concert.

you know, i am exhausted just THINKING about my day.

but it was lovely.

such a lovely sunday of which i accomplished ridiculous amounts :)

2.7.11

saturday.
i didn't particularly do much.
lazed around the house.
played online 500
did some modules for my cert 4 course.

woo.
chugging away nicely.
not really actually.
going pretty slow
need to get a fair few more modules done if i want the majority of it finished before i go back to uni.
yikes!
went and saw Jack Van Staveren - my best friend, husband and now apparently my boyfriend - in yet another magnificent show.
It was such a fun experience.
good group of people went to see it, and we were like minded in our likes, and dislikes of the show.
there were definitely some interesting moments.

but overall the singing talent was just phenomenal. insane. ridiculously good.

and the 4 part A Capella harmonies by the chorus members were beyond hot.

:D

that was pretty much it.
there was juice drinking on the tram with Annabel, and discussing zyrtec. don't ask. :P
sushi for dindins.

yummmm.

1.7.11

well.

after 3.5hours sleep

i went to an optometrists appointment.
have a astigmatism in left eye.

not worth fixing apparently.
woo.

haha.

that sounds worse than it really is.

i think.

but yeah.

then came home.

chillaxed for a bit with caroline who was still at my house post awesomeness of the night before.

then headed into the city and watched my husband, lover, best friend in his show case at showfit.
i have missed him very much.

and i was so proud of him.

the talent of the show was fantastic, and to be honest it made me wish i had the balls to do a course like that.

but i never could.
came home for a nap, but didn't.

can't remember why not.

and now i am still awake.

but its okay because jonathon is online, and thus the world is safe again ^_^

xx

30.6.11

so went to lucas' late last night

and talked

snuggled.

fell asleep in the bungalow snuggling.

such a nice feeling.

but makes me miss jonathon even more than i already currently do!

sad.
ahwell.
played bball in the back yard with lucas.

fun.

i like to think i am getting better.

which is nice.

:)

anyhoooo
then went home, and played some more online 500

and then got ready for rehearsals followed by hitting le town!

ahhh what a night.
uni parties are beyond exciting.

when you realize you know about 1/3 or the people there, or that you know somebody who knows them, its fun.

still.

better when you have a boy companion.

some guys just do NOT get the hint.

seriously do you think girls running away from you is cute?
*sigh*
fun night non-the-less :)

and rehearsals were hilarious.
ask me about it.

but it involves pirouettes and josiah nearly getting kicked in the balls...
dangerous stuff ballet :P

drinking my own home made vodka raspberry to pre's probably wasnt the best idea

but it was fun :)
and a good night
so meh :)

29.6.11

wednesday.
nothing happened.

after chilling with phil for awhile

watching top songs and all that jazz

i headed home to do some homework.

yep. thats right.

started the cert 4 stuff.

sooo boring.

probably shouldnt say that.

already lacking good motivation.

ot oh.

need to do some tomorrow i think.

anyways.
played a bunch of online 500.

one of my favourite games of all time.

then headed to lucas'

watched a movie.

chillaxed.

and such.

28.6.11

well.

lazy daytime-ish.

got judith seen too.

she is all better now.

for the short term at least

my poor baby.

then cleaned the house.

sort of

and snacked.

and did some chorey things.

borrrringgg.

then to rehearsals.

not until i had been to storage.

finally no longer have a printer in my backseat.

woo.

4 hours of intensive singing.

seriously, that shit got real!

but then we had post rehearsals parma.

and then gelati

and general chit chat in the streets of melbourne.

such an enjoyable experience.

i loved it.

really i did.
then on to the grand phillips house to a night of mischievous fun.

great group of people.

sitting. chilling. drinking.

sharing stories.

having a great time.

phil bec and I stayed up until 7.30 talking.

eating nachos

what a night.

those 2, are such fun.

and it always ends up the best all nighter experiences.

even when you wake up @ 10am.

or 9, if you are bec :P
but still.

great. great night.

made better by the fact i DIDNT get the kings cup.

came down to the last two cards.

phils pick.

if it wasn't the king then i had to drink the cup.

oh lordylordy.

thank goodness it didn't happen.

i was intoxicated enough without it.

really.
:D

yay for holidays.

27.6.11

first real day of freedom.

and boy was it.

after staying up til 2am talking with the boy.

i got up at 10 so that i could do my timetable.

after a stressful hour or so of attempting to timetable i finally got it done, and exactly as i wanted.

which was good.

5 day week, but its a relaxed 5 day week which means I might be able to fit more study and me time in. maybe.

thats a pretty big maybe.

but i'll try.

then off to lunch dates with phil and caroline.

breaking in the jaffle iron.

omgggg omnomnom.

we had sandwhiches.

with cheese and salami.

and marshmellows and peanut mnms. it was actually insane.

but great.

and then we played 500 and big 2 whilst chatting (wilf was there by this point)

lovely enjoyable arvo.
phil I then headed to kew east primary and had some bball practice with lauchy.

it was actually heaps of fun.

it was the first time i've got to practice bball since i've started playing.

like not an intense game situation, but get used to the ball, practice shooting, getting the action right even though it will be completely different when i am being defended.

*fingers crossed* it will translate and i will actually score in the games.

judith didn't want to start once i got outside.

which was actually so upsetting.

will probably have to see a mechanic tomorrow *sadface*
meant liz had to come pick me up from home for our after dinner ice cream date.

which was actually awesome.

nothing better than cold rock ice creamery.

how i love it :)
and more importantly than that.

was getting to catch up with one of the bestest girls in my life.

whom i have missed greatly!

:)

xx

26.6.11

well.

what a day.

woke up at 10, refreshed and ready to go, YAY.
rehearsals. rehearsals. rehearsals.
WEOW.
I love my rehearsals.

but seriously, i kinda do :)

11.30 - 4pm
and then piss bolted over to my bball game.

twas fun.

we lost

and i fouled twice.

oops.

buttttt i scored, which was kinda exciting.
anyways, now I am waiting for jonathon, but I think he has gone to sleep.

I feel bad.
skype date tomorrow.

I miss him
xx

25.6.11

not particularly hung over.

VERY very tired.
legs ache like there is no tomorrow.

seriously.

kill.ing.me.

anyways, 5th year old birthday party.

wow my niece is so old.
seriously.
cutest thing in the world, but when did she become old enough to start going to school?!
seriously.

strange.

not til next year of course.

amazing lunch.

soooo fattening.

good. needed it after the night before really :P
went to my cousins after that.

she had a cooling off party.

giving away things, because she is moving out

(becoming a nun....)
and I got her jaffle iron WIN!
its a cow.

seriously.

with black and white colouring scheme.

but i have wanted a jaffle iron again for SO long.

triangle toasted sandwhiches.

best for baked beans and/or spaghetti toasted sandwhiches.

the pockets keep everything in.

:D

got home.
went to sleep at 6.30

totally normal right? :)

24.6.11

well.

exam done and finished.

lovely.

actually went slightly better than I was expecting.

there was even a moment there were I solved something and got the right answer.

so I know I managed to answer one question.

and it was one of the question types I had thought I would never possibly be able to answer.

how grand.

then lunch with some pretty spectacular people.

it had been so long since I had been able to see people.

and let alone TOGETHER it was just such a lovely lunch

and a parma and beer also helped :)
went home after that.

to get ready for a grand night of dancing.

and boy was it.
I got changed and waited for my lovely Caroline to chill and pre-drink in my bedroom old school style whilst we did our make up and discussed boys.

it was great.
and then.

woah.

6+ hours of dancing.
it was, insane.
I got to the venue at about 8.30

we chilled

had a couple of drinks.

then hit the d-floor

and i didn't leave it again until 3.10am.

what. a. night.
basile and I were the life of the party.

well, no. BUT we were killing the dance floor.

twas soooo much fun :)
I then didn't get home again until 4.30 thanks to the 3.30 night rider never turning up, so I caught the 4am one instead.

met some really cool people waiting for the bus.

including a french guy who wanted to give me his jacket. .

and two other pretty nice randoms who sat and talked whilst we complained about the late bus and waited for the new one.
i did nearly have a macca's large cup fall on my head, but it just missed me, so life was okay.
sleeepy sleeepy arrived once I got home.
weow.

23.6.11

well. Last day of torture.
But at the same time, i think i kind of liked my bubble. In a way.
Cheat sheet not even finished, but i need sleep so bed calls anyway.
Went to rehearsals tonight.
Really enjoyable.
Practiced the lift.
Just the usual, 2 girls sending another girl upside over her head. You know, normal really :P
we did cornerwork. First time in ages i've done cornerwork. Quite enjoyable. Really. Even if I did manage to make a fool of myself *sigh*
Oh and the picture is from an amazing parallel park i did at the dentist the other day. I just keep forgetting to post it.

Xx

22.6.11

well.

just another day of study.

worked for 3 hours.

which was fun.

90 dollars cash in a day is what I call bliss.

I nearly, sort of, maybe made a break through with probability.

however passing still seems a long way off yet.

and the exam is the day after tomorrow.

f. my. life.

meanwhile.
i should get back to studying.

and stretching. need to go for more runs!
anyways - thats a side topic.
nine is just getting ever ever closer

and my 10 km run! and i don't particularly feel physically ready for either.

STRESSFUL.

but nowhere near as stressful as probability exam tomorrow...
:S

21.6.11

tuesday.

rehearsals.
pretty slow day of studying.

got petrol.
i hate buying petrol.

so unneccessarily expensive.
is it bad that i am actually not looking forward to freedom?
i guess that is partially a lie.

i AM looking forward to freedom.

i am NOT looking forward to having to do the exam first.

rehearsals were quite enjoyable.

4 hours of rehearsals with a 1/2hour break.

was lovely.

and chilled with the cast members.

its weird, but i feel so welcome.
anyways.

we practiced.

and enjoyed lovely singing.

and dancing.
i think another reason i am not looking forward to freedom, is the idea that Jonathon doesn't get back for another 10days after that.

means it may be a hell of a lot more noticeable how lonely i am going to be.
*sigh*

20.6.11

well.

chemistry is done.

god damn it. i hope.

i really can not be certain i passed.
its been so strange.

in a weird way, i was starting to enjoy studying for it.

but i was by no means ready for that exam

and i really dont think i answered enough to pass...

so if it doesnt get scaled....

looks like i will be doing it again semester 1 next year.

eww.

eww. eww. eww.

anyways.

saw the dentist today.

might need a root canal.

wooopdeefreaakingdoo.

and that wasnt the worst part of my day.

chemistry beats that.

life sucks.

anways, time to go to stretching and studying.

xx

19.6.11

what a sunday.

went to rehearsals and we went an hour over time.

got there 1/2 an hour early to help ms annabelllaaa with the chereo she had missed.

twas pretty straight forward, and fun.

then spent 11 - 5pm dancing.

my favourite. :)
nothing like having to do the splits a lot.

woo.

stretching time!

haha. once i finish writing this.

went from rehearsals home.

then changed.

and on to bball!

we won.

AND I scored a basket, both of these facts make me pretty happy :)

got home and study for a couple of hours.

before sinking into a "i am going to fail" mood.

and heading to bed before it succumbed me.
eurgh.

18.6.11

after 11 months of working with the same company you think i would learn.

learn that in this world, funky will always be a little bit funky
its just so sad.
was kinda of fun in a way.

had my first gig with the big boss.

well - actually she isn't REALLY the big boss.

but she might as well be.

in charge of me.

had to drive to melbourne convention centre to get the other printer.

totally. unfortunately. normal for this job.

how lovely.

anyways.

had fun otherwise.

the people were pretty nice.

had massive trouble sleeping last night.

didnt get to sleep until 5am.

horrible.

woke up at 11 to study.

barely got any done.
i am. so going to fail chemistry.

its depressing.
soo much study and i will still fail.

not. fair.

anyways, going to sleep again. joy.

17.6.11

fridays.

used to be fun once right?

*sigh*

studying hurts.

my desk looks - like i've actually been using!

*shock horror*

this probably means nothing to you, but it means something to me. lol

i never use this thing.
pretty much.

i got mildly MILDLY distracted today.

been looking up tours and such for when i go to south america.

basically there are like a MILLION i want to do.
okay - 4.

but i can't really afford 4 20+ day tours, so I kinda need to sort things out a little. lol.
I also really enjoy the prospect of being in rio de jenario for new years eve.

actually it is possibly one of the most excitng things ever.

this website
http://www.globalgrasshopper.com/travel/seasonal-travel/top-10-places-to-party-on-new-years-eve/

my dear friends, is why :)

but it is actually CRAZY.
so expensive.

like, 100 dollars a night for hostels, 4 nights minimum.

and yet.

and yet....

i REALLLY want to go.

i feel like its one of those "before you turn 30" things.

mmm.

definitely.

okay. rambling now.

its 2.30.

i should be sleeping.

i have a giant chemistry text book open in front of me.

i feel like i could nearly fall asleep at this desk, head in my text book.

thats horrible.
urgh.

sleeeeeeepppp.

if only it meant i could pass!
osmosis.

stupid.stupid chemistry.

i hate you.

have i told you that recently?

grr.

16.6.11

well.

thursdays.

usually not very exciting.

but this time i let it be my weekend.

so, naturally.

studied all during the day.

then rehearsals 5 - 9
lovely.

i love rehearsals.

its bad.

well - no - its good.

but i need to be focused in study.

just for the next week.

gah.

anyways.
went to rehearsals.

at georgias house.

amazing house

just reinforced the "i want to move out" feeling

except i cant afford to travel AND move out.

so its okay.

travel is definitely the option.

went out for drinks afterwards.

was the directors birthday

oh it was so nice.

i enjoyed it muchly.

too much really.

self isolation.

but its okay.

i only stayed for an hour and a half.
and studied for a bit afterwards.

and forgot to blog post (yep. seriously late post right now :P)

xx

15.6.11

slow day again today.

study.

(these posts seem mildly repetitive :P)
then went to tutor for a couple of hours

money is good.

got to love cash.

anyways.

need to get back to the study.

my life is dull!

last night was nice.

after having a horrible day of study/not understanding anything.

hating chemistry and wanting to shoot the lecturers
(who thought it was okay to not have exam paper solutions. grrr)
i got to have a skype date with my boyfriend :)
definitely not as nice as you know, the REAL date.

but i look forward to that once he gets back from the u s of a
*sigh*

14.6.11

study.is.killing.me.

my lectures said that past exam paper solutions is a luxury they only offer to first years.

screw. you.

so now

here i am, hating life.

and mostly hating chemistry.

it should not be this hard.

but it is.

it sooo is this hard.

unfairrrrr!

anyways, off that topic now!

had rehearsals today.

twas fun.

chilled at hannahs.

tiny room, so warm.

so nap.like.

seriously. warm. and pleasant.

went to work.

got photos.

cleaned a bit.

got back.

had dinner.

studied. or tried to.

chemistry, again, is being the death of me!

i did zumba.

exhausting.

tomorrow shall be run day.

need to stretch and then sleep.

i think.

urghsdvbhgs.

what a day.

13.6.11

went for a run yesterday.

<10km. approximately.
its probably more like 8, but whatever.

studied my little bum off.

still know very little about chemistry.

and next to nothing about probability.

this is going to be an interesting exam session.
I've watched a fair amount of gilmore girls.

did some pilates.

spoke to my boyfriend on skype.

miss that kid.

i think that pretty much sums up my day, in a very eloquent nut shell.

its okay, i plan to sort of leave the house today.

eeeehhhh.
:)

12.6.11

well.
i posted a blog last night before i went to sleep.

but it has disappeared.

cruel. cruel. blog world.
so i cannot be bothered recreating it full.

just going to say a little about my day yesterday.

pretty uneventful.

rehearsals were fun though.
over pushed myself, did the splits on a cold floor without stretching properly.

serves myself right.

now my right hamstring is in agony again, and i am back to stretching intensely again.

i had been slacking off. but as it is now official i will be doing the splits in this show in my underwear.

I NEED it to be perfect.

lol.

gah.

anyways, i also get to be a monkey!
possibly a little TOO excited about this.

does that make me crazy?
potentially

but oh well.

time to get back to study.

curse you blogger.

my luck, the other blog will post too in like 2 days, and i will have a double up.

*grumble*

11.6.11

Must love university.
So much study.
Cant tell you a thing i have learnt.
It has been crazy.
Intense.
A million episodes of gilmore girls.
And all inorganic chemistry.
not even a third of the way through the course material. It makes me want to be sick.
Stupid.
So much to learn.
So little time.
I hate uni sometimes.
i love it.
But this two weeks. Boy.
Doesnt help the amount of people who have completely, finished
*sigh* only two to go! And only 14 more lectures to go through completely for chemistry before i have written notes for the whole course.
Ohhh yay.
Time to go to sleep.
Picture today is to show my lovely notes, my blog, ironically enough and gilmore girls. Such a lovely setup. Study is amazing.
Meanwhile i feel everbody should take note of the fact i am at my desk :P hugge deal.
Haha.
Nighttt.
Xx

10.6.11

posting from my phone again.
Lying in bed. Chillin' watching gilmore girls.
Yay.
One exam down.
only 2 more to go :/
Oh goodness....
That is a great thing.
But also so afraid of failing chemistry. and probability. Or both.
spending a friday night doing sit ups and trying to memorize probability axioms...
totally normal right?
*sigh*
Pretty sure i passed real.
Can't say much else about it :/ but i think i passed... So thats a plus.
Time to go to sleep now.
Gooodddnight.

9.06.11

Well. I nearly forgot to post.
So this is being typed from my mobile, as i attempt my first ever 'email post' will be interesting if it works.
First exam bright and early tomorrow morning.
Oh how i wish i was more prepared. I feel like im going to vomit.
urgh.
Time to sleep.
rehearsals tonight were enjoyable. Nothing like an opening number. Hehe.
And i tutored for 2 hours today.
Good money :D
not sure what this week lies.
Hoping to go to a dance class/or 2 tomorrow night. Splurg a little on myself. Before hitting the books. Because chemistry is likely to lie me down and rape me... Fuck my life...

8.6.11

exams getting closer.

so. so. so. close now.

studied my little bottom off today.

and tutored.

and had a skype session with my boyfriend.

whom i would like to say i miss v. much.

and then did some zumba with my ma.

dinner.

2 hours of learning my cue cards with my papa (well and mother, but she just freaks out at maths terms :P)
going over old exams.

now to try and understand.

try and know it all.

before friday.

oh god.

sleep time for me soon i think.

so sore.

and tired.

and fatigued.

so ready for a break.

come on holidays.

except... that would mean exams would be over.

oh boy :/

failed if that was the case.

learn.learn.learn.

7.6.11

what a crazy day.

woke up late.

studied.

did pilates.

studied some more.

then went to rehearsals.

that was my entire day.

it was crazy.

but great.

and rehearsals were really fun.

what i like to call "the rape scene"

but seriously.

i am the first prostitute chosen.

get to be the love/emotional in tact one at the start.

i like this.

so much.

seriously.

coolest thing, in the world.

it is also a hell of a lot of fun to dance.

there is even a fake kiss bit, which is just lovely :P

but then i get thrown away for money.

and then i am back to the rest of them.

haha.

BUT it is so much fun.
anyways.

sleep calls.

because i have to do work.study.dance.stretch.tutor

tomorrow.

so for now.

goodnight.

xx

6.6.11

too tired to post properly.

lovely night with some really great people post netball.

absolutely lovely

they are some good friends.

lost the game unfortunately

25 - 21.
four goals.

but they deserved it.

especially considering we were up 4 goals going into the 4th.

my. oh. my.

but oh well.

we tried.

and i won best and fairest for the comp.

which was a pretty good consolation prize.

just saying :P
ah well sleep time now.

creative writing done.

in the wee hours of last night.

sleeeeep awaits me.

xxx

5.6.11

what a day.

long.

didn't do all that much.

but it feels like i've been to the moon and back!

rehearsals 11 - 2

good time.

except when you go to bed at 2.

urgh.

slept in pretty late so i got dropped off at uni.

yay for parents who love you.
then I had lunch at qpo.

yummm

again with the over indulging.

so unnecessary!
but yet it happens :(

tutored.

yay money.

then went to bball.

we lost by 1 point.

how sad :(

if only one of the three shots i put up had gone in.

seriously

just one.

gah.

long skype chats with the boy.

although not until after i discovered that i no longer had a digital copy of my assignment due tomorrow.

not that it was finished.

so i had to touch type an old draft I had and scrap it away.

fuuucccckkk.

such a painful experience.

mostly done.

except that i have to find my old assignments to hand BACK in.

what a joke!! :(

i hate this subject.

i wish i had never done it.

*angry pout*

well. sleep time i think.

4.6.11

pretty relaxed day.

well the day at least.

studying some real analysis.

can't really tell you anything i learnt.

didn't feel ALL that productive.

especially after i slept in so much.

fool.

no dance.

or run.

urgh. i actually feel over indulged today.

ah well.

there is always tomorrow?

woke up however to the reply email i had sort of been waiting out for :S
which was nice.

fell asleep last night watching sabrina.

plan to do the same tonight.

can't think too much watching that.

such a nice relief.

stressful night at work.

printer wouldnt work.

i mean SERIOUS shit went down with this machine.

it was a disaster.

when is it when it comes to my work? seriously...
but the ink sheet snapped in half.

and then the printer jammed.

and then it said it was out of paper.

when i ASSURE you

it was not out of paper.

it was... a mindboggling.

heart breaking 45 minutes.

at least it started working again!

and for no real reason either...

did mean however i had to stay 40minutes afterwards.

so what i want to do on a saturday night right...

but i did it.

and we got through it.
and it will be a good pay cycle this thursday.

this muck up, plus a months work of pearsons.

oooh. goodie goodie :)

i really want to move out again.

don't really know why.

its just sort of - hit me.

ah well.

not for probably another 18months or so

but i do want to spend 2ish months travelling at the end of the year

go to south america

and then maybe thailand.

actually relax.

i miss it.

sleep time for me.

well sabrina time really.

i miss you. just in case you didn't realize.

its painful.

and its only been a week.

there is so much i have to say.

that i want to say to you.

but to your face.

snuggling.

(L)

3.6.11

nearly forgot to post today.

oh no! :P

slept pretty badly last night.

sadly, i'm pretty sure its because it has finally sunk in just how long it will be until i get to see him again :(

miss him.

too much.

its borderline pathetic.

*pull it together*

this was followed by some pretty horrid nightmares.

grrrrrrr.

stupid brain.

as for my actual DAY well...
slow day.

last day of work.

boss was nice to me.

told me that i was welcome back, and she was grateful for my assistance.

ridiculous really considering she wouldn't know me from a bar of soap.

but yet, she was quite nice.

lovely lady.

and i believe her whole heartedly.

so.

worked 9 - 5 and didnt do much else.

out for dinner with mother.

attempted some stretching.

nearly at complete right leg split again.

gooooodddd

considering im pretty sure i have to do it in my underwear during NINE.

haha.

good false advertisement in the audition :/

but seriously... i WANT to do it in the show.

so. i shall work at it.

and here i am.

was meant to do zumba tonight and didnt.

darrrnnn it.

getting up early tomorrow for a run, or a dance class if i feel so inclinded.

doubt i will though.

too much study.

10km run is in 43 days.

reallllyyy should get on that.

lol.

time for some sleep.

maybe an episode of sabrina the teenage witch first.

oh how i wish i had gotten gilmore girls.

or gossip girl for that matter.

ah well.

sleep.

my aching body needs it.

situps and lunges can take more out of a girl than you realize :S

2.6.11

studying.

wooo.

what a day.

lots of writing.

and going to the shops.

and buying some sugar-free versions of my fav stuff.

ya knowwww. like red bull for tomorrow at work.

*groaaaannnn*

what a long day this is going to be.

long week. it has been.
long weekend it is going to be.
time to relax? nope.
study.
run.
stretch.

in fact - i havent done my situps for today!
*rushes to do them*

better.
had rehearsals tonight.
musical. musical. musical.

saw the just bra i will be wearing on stage.

oh no...

time to hit the running.

hard. freaking. core.
jhgtfdsasdfghjkjdsd.

got to talk to jonathon on skype last night.

that was nice.
i miss him :(
seriously.
but. i guess its good for my studying.
although, i feel he could add a nice, different, way to stretch and work out my abs
;)
i would feel crazy for writing that.

but nobody reads this except him :P
haha

<3

xx

1.6.11

wednesday.

full work day.

tutored as i said that i would.

got home.

studied.

did my 50 situps/crunches.

plus other random abbsyness.

then did 40minutes of zumba with my mum.

lol.

that was spastic.

legitimately.

spastic.

but quite a lot of fun.

sold 3 of the 50 chocolates i need to sell.

boy.boy.boy.

this could be harder than i thought.

should sleep.

i said that i would wake up at 6 for a run tomorrow.

but i dont think i will do that.
need to sleep.

body aching.

and rehearsals tomorrow.

yes.

probably best i sleep in.

head to uni at around 9ish.

good. plan. sarah.
well.

i should best be off.

sorry for another. boring. entry.
hopefully plenty of fun things will happen, whilst im studying... tomorrow :)
bit unlikely.
sorry.

xx

31.5.11

what. a. day.

been studying my little arse off.
woo.

yay mathematics.

tutored for an hour.

yepsies.

got 2 tomorrow.

yeah.

went to rehearsals.

3 hours of singing madness.

was some fun good times :)

seriously.

so. many. la's

but heaps of fun.

and i love musicals.

woo.

time to go workout.

lol.

but seriously.

god damn being practically naked in a musical :P

30.5.11

monday-itis to the max.

found my v was still in the fridge.

winnnn-ah!
burnt my tounge on coffee.

probably highlight of my day :p

just kidding.

studied.

worked 9 - 5 in case you missed that.

yep.

one of my last shifts.

only two more to go.

they never sent a reply - granted.

but we shall see.

played netball.

won. thank god.

so next week is le grandfinal! :)

so excited.

so very. very. excited.
trying to get a cheer squad going.

so if you're reading this, and are free next monday night THEN come to netball

swan street courts.

once i know the time I will let you all know :) haha.

xx

30.5.11

totally wrecked right now.

sitting at home.

after a full day of rehearsals.

woo.

but it was fun.

so very very fun.

i love rehearsals.

playing games.

and chatting.

laughing.

musically-ness.

basically.

woo.

i can't really remember what else I have done today.

quit my new job.

was sad.

because i like the money.

but i need the time to study.

now to study.

urgh.

lame.

haha.

why do i do this to myself?

silly university.

kind of lonely.

miss jonathon already.

but that was both inevitable/expected.

he is usually around on sunday nights.

:(
anyways. back to probability.
xox

29.5.11

So saturday.

what a saturday it was.

dropped jonathon off at the airport.

didn't struggle as much as last time.

thank god.

got home, and slept for a couple of hours.

thankfully.

booth issues.

as per usual.
had to give phone advice.

breakfast at 2pm.

eggs on toast.

mmmhmm.

went to work at 6.

no pens.

walked to chapel street and bought some.

meant to start at 7.

almost out of paper.

oshit.

so i call the guys from the other gig.

2 hours away. Daylesford.

oh shit.

so i drove to bacchus marsh (half way)

got paper.

drove back.

1.5 hours late booth is up and running.

and thankfully they were nice enough not to worry.

stayed an hour longer than i should have.

then helped pack up the booth.

got a 50 dollar tip.

will pay my petrol *sigh*
was still pretty awesome.

got home.

slept. like. a. baby.

28.5.11

woo! finally it is friday!

writing this a bit earlier today.

going out tonight.

but i suppose i could tell you about my very boring day.

work. 9 - 5

got through with just one cup of coffee.

totally a first.

didn't even drink my energy drinks.

oh damn it!

i just remembered I left my 500ml V can in the work fridge :(
it won't still be there on monday either.

saadddddd.

well.

i should start stretching.

WOO.

last night tonight with my boyfriend.

he leaves for 5weeks in the US of A early tomorrow morning...

ot oh...

26.5.11

thursday.

slept in.

had to drive to a random bus to make sure i made it to uni for chemistry.

phew.

just made it.

student i was meant to be tutoring cancelled.

second for the week to do that.

no big deal.

needed to work on my assignments anyways.

worked my butt off in maths.

went to two maths lectures.

stayed at uni until a bit passed 8pm. woo.

:/

then home.

to chill with my boy.

he leaves in two days.

oh god.

watched a movie.

can't remember what it was called.

but it was fun.

kind of like having him.

you know.

just a bit.

25.5.11

wednesday.

work 9 - 5

tutoring.

home to stretch and work on my assignment.

joyous.

should have gone for a run, but it was already dark and cold.

hmm. this will be more difficult than i thought.

realized i know somebody who works at pearsons.

small world huh :P

hmm.

well. time to sleep.

xx

24.5.11

Tuesday.

uni. uni. uni.

sooo much maths.

expected i suppose from a maths major - but still.

writing a lot of notes.

two assignments, but not happening.

urgh.

won our first volleyball game. woo :)
go fairies!

first win since we went up to A grade.

my last game for a while :(

nine rehearsals. and all.

jonathon stayed over.

<3

23.5.11

another full day of work.

so tired.

sleepy even.

had a spa with the boy last night.

mmmhm.

best.

although it made me RIDICULOUSLY tired.

got up early to get a park at work.

and argh.

such a long day.

marking is just so tiring.

1000 times through one question, things start to look the same, right and wrong. its so hard to differentiate, its crazy.

won netball.

top of the ladder.

next week is finals.

yay-ness.

hopefully we shall win against the fourth team :/

haha. and make it to the FINALS final. yeaaah.

alrighty.

so task now is to try and quit work. ARGH.

how do I do that?!

<3

22.5.11

Sunday.

loveeeelyyyy.

was meant to study.

didn't study much.

did however go for a run.
and listened to my chemistry lecture whilst doing it.

it was great.

hilarious even.

need to keep the running up.

have. to. run.

need to be of fine physical condition.

speciallllyyyy for the musical.

argh.

wooo.

first rehearsal on sunday.

yep.

woo.

scary.

scary. scary. scary.

and exciting.
exhilirating even.

:D

time to go.

21.5.11

so. much. excitement.

woke up to the information i will be in a musical again.

finally.

time for stretching.

and running.

need to be fit and of top physical condition.

tempted to quit my new job.

horrible, i know.
but i sort of - need some time for myself.

and for the stretching and running i want to do.

eeek.
and for studying.

urgh.

worked with dean.

one of my favourite work people.

ever.

went to doncaster for work.

and we had to raise money for scope.

first time i've had to charge for the booth.

really was a new experience for me.

there was an incident with keys for the truck.

had to go get a new set.

1 hour late to gig.

thank goodness we had to get there early!

raised a fair amount of money.

tin was heavy.

dinner with the boy.

yumm.

watched about 5 episodes of lost season 1.

awesome.

chilin' in his bed.

im going to miss that a lot.

potentially my favourite thing.

in. the. world.

random red light kept turning on.

creepy.

and kinda awesome at the same time. :)

20.5.11

first full day of work.

eeeehhhh.

long and tiring

but kind of fun in a weird way.

marking.

is.

so.

boring.

and small children (year 5's) are quite stupid at times.
I felt kind of sorry for them.
I'm not allowed to discuss it - confidential and all.

so I suppose thats all I will say.

Callback for Nine.

Didn't do anywhere near as well as I would have hoped.

but. i. tried.

will find out over the weekend.

eep.

sleep time now.

xx

19.5.11

what a day.

work. work. anddddd more work.
i normally would have just gotten home from work right about now.
instead, i tutored today.

3 hours.

90 bucks.

can't REALLLY complain.

but I need to study.

so very. very. badly need to study.

*sigh*

callback tomorrow.
YAY.
cannot wait.
well i can actually, because i am horrendously nervous.

but excited.

but nervous.

but excited.

haha.

well.

waiting for the boy to come around.

just had a pre bed shower.

feels like primary school.

first day on the new job tomorrow.

again, feels almost like the first day of school.

probably very similar.

excited to be working.

but I am unfortunately aware that probably won't last.

not. long. now.

see you all on the other side, with a call back and 9hour work day down

xx

18.5.11

what a day.

long, and exhaustive.

so much to do.

so much done.

so much STILL to do.

got to uni.

really early.

last 8am start.

thank god.

5hour break.

study study study.

and lunch with the kiddies.

phil and liz.

ate way too much.

so yummy though.

and cheap.

probability.

more time to kill.

i mean study.

creative writing.

then finally - audition time.

first audition in so long.

for the musical nine.

really enjoyable.

so much fun.

exhilarating.

exciting.

entertaining

scary

fun.

call back is on friday.

thats right.

i got a call back.

I want to be in this show so badly.

it would be, brilliant!

ah well.

*fingers crossed*

would even love if I was a chorus girl.

we will find out next week.

over and out.

xx

17.5.11

Well.
Tuesday.
Drove to lucas' to drop of my car.
Catch two buses to uni.
Chemistry.
Study revision. maths.

head explodey. (so a word)
tuesdayitis.

urgh.

have uni.

listening to sooo many chemistry lectures.

its borderline painful.

tutored.

test coming up

chookas girl.

lost volleyball.

but we won the first set
definite trend.
went to storage centre to pick up usbs.

don't sing loudly when you think you are alone. you aren't.

awkward, to say the least.

chillin' in bed with the boy
<3

16.5.11

Well, Monday's, effectively my Sunday.
I quite like them.
definitely had a case of sunday night itis though (yes I realize it was a monday)
but you know the feeling I mean.
Impending doom for the looming monday - even though its a tuesday.
same thing.
uncomfortable to say the least :/

played netball. not well unfortunately.
slightly frustrating.
watched amazing race Australia. awesome.
had training for work (start on friday)
naplan marking. ooh yeah.

slightly failing at this "taking photos" thing.
think its because I have silly silly boring days.
taking photos at work or on public transport is just kinda weird.

chilled with the boy in the middle of the day.
surprised - but loved it.
went to tutoring.
panicking a little.
more pressure than you would think for major improvements to occur.
*sigh*

that was pretty much my monday.
:)
xx

15.5.11

Sundays.
How i love them.
waking up to jonathon calling his own house phone as an alarm for me - from work - I drove home and got some homework done.
Not very productive. But enjoyable.
Jonathon then headed over for some rest and relaxation.
And to watch scream 2
Bball was cancelled. :(
Went back to yarrambat
Made our own mini mexican dinner.
No dorritos so couldn't make nachos
Instead we made enchiladas.
Yumm.
<3
Watched scream 3.
fell asleep.
Love it when I get to stay there
Xx

14.5.11

A pretty slow day.
cleaned from the mexican night.
went to work.
wedding at the docklands.
such an expensive venue, to be practically in a pigpen.
literally, all the weddings lined up.
crappy service and directions.
"oh you're the booth. why are you here?"
helpful. really.
work can be like that.

crazy number of small children parading through the booth.
Annoying to be honest.
One hilarious event included one bogan kid running full pelt into a glass door.
#hilarious.

drove to yarrambat after work.
pretty chilled.
had dinner - of sorts.
and went to sleep.

snuggles are the best thing in the world

13.5.11

wow.
what a night.
I feel I should probably remember more of it than I do. but oh well.
mexican food and drinks.
a free margherita glass and everything.
what a lucky, lucky human being I am :)

A couple of things were broken *scour*
but it was overall a very very entertaining night.
Falling asleep was - unexpected - and awkward in some ways.
but it was hilarious.

tram rides.
pinatas.
not enough seats.
too many people.
tequila, margheritas, shooters
drinking.
mexican food.
kings cup.
I never.
spa sessions.
friends.
lollies and chocolate.
entertaining stories.
spilling my secret to 3 very special ladies.
singing.
gossiping.
chilling on bed.

cleaning up the next morning.
cheese and ham toasties for everyone.
no more bread.
overflowing recycles.
dregs in bottles.
so. much. lollies.
so many good memories.
so much fun.

best.
birthday.
ever.

<3

12.5.11

So somebody informed me my current blogs are a bit dry.
fair statement.
its hard to act as though your life is interesting when it really isn't though.
I don't feel I really have the overarching typically "interesting" life that forms a blog.
I guess, its because I literally do very little from day to day - read, write a little, study, work. not really in that order, or order of preference, but there is little to define myself, or my days out of the ordinary.
Interesting, because I spend creative writing class trying to think of stories that are interesting, that portray something worth reading, and no I don't really have anything on here that comes close to that.
don't know exactly what I can do about it, just a regurgitation of thoughts.

another random aside, but does anybody else have the feeling at the moment that they are just sort of trudging towards exam time with no real purpose? I attempt to study, but usually become overwhelmed with how little I know, and how much I should, and then just put my mind at ease by reading, writing this blog, or going to work. Writing this blog isn't helping matters in the way I ignore what needs to be done by writing it, but also I am more aware of just how - well boring - my life is at the moment. But I sort of need it to be that way. Or else I don't think I will keep up. I'm just so busy all the time. I need to do well in all my subjects, that all have 80% exams, so that means, well in all my exams, but I am not sure how I am supposed to do that. University exams are nothing like high school ones, where the material is reiterated at you in a million different ways, forced into your brain, that really, if you put the work in you would pass, more than pass. But now, I feel that even when I know the material I can't apply it well enough. curses. It should not be this difficult. And maybe it shouldn't. which is probably just another unnecessary worry.

- wow I wrote a much longer blog than this, posted it and everything, and then it disappeared when blogger had stupid maintenance... grr.
My day was quite good.
Went out - kareoke my favourite - after work. Was great. I would write more, but right now i just cannot be bothered. haha
xx

11.5.11

today probably wasn't as productive as my usual wednesdays.
getting up at 6, the first lecture is a waste, but the huge gaps in between usually comprise of my major study time for the week.
probably not really a good thing, still true.
Today however I was preparing for friday night.
Went into Burke street and bought the pinata.
thats right, pinata.
and fake mustaches.

I did however have a productive burst towards the end.
listened to a lecture online, making comprehensive notes.
doing that currently.
well - breaking from currently.

Creative writing tute was, as usual, quite entertaining but finished way too late for my liking.
thats probably all the exciting parts of my day.
I may post some of the things I write at some point.

Can't decide if I should title all of these posts the date
there is just so much that can be said about a title
creative writing conversations coming across :P
this blog actually got quite a bit of a mention in my tute
mostly about emotion
silly, silly emotion

ahwell, nothing to report
back to the brimstone I go!
xx

10.5.11

day two and I nearly forgot.
Seriously, poor effort on my behalf.
Was literally in bed, pulled myself out to make sure I at least try this thing.
not so easy given I haven't even used my camera yet.
Todays photo is from my phone again.
evidence of lazy :P
todays was taken whilst I brushed my teeth.
can't tell you why, but I have always obsessed over my bathroom.
I think its the white.
or the mirrors.
but its potentially my favourite room in the house.
i suppose there are other reasons for that too...
ask me later if you care.

woke to a text message, replying to one I had sent the night before.
7.59am.
alarm set for 8. was convenient but boy was I holding out for that extra minute.

went to uni, like the good girl I am.
7hours straight of maths.
2 hours of study.
1 hour seminar on career.
1 hour lecture (probability)
1 hour tute (Real analysis)
1 hour lecture (Real)
1 hour of maths tutoring.

played volleyball.
lost. expected given we are playing up a division and a half.
still a great game, and we played very well.
I felt at least.

Just finished watching scream (the original) with the boy.
rather enjoyable, everybody should go see scream 4 too.
that was amazing/really quite funny.

Off to bed I must go
boring sorry, but 8am starts are horrid.
plus, can't sleep without reading at least a chapter in my current book.
stuck into the tomorrow series by John Marsden.
bit behind the times but I really enjoy them.

9.5.11

Today is a new beginning of sorts.
20 years of age.
time to be responsible?
or so they say.
I don’t really see that being the case at all.
Free ticket to bucket party on Wednesday.
don’t mind if I do.
Free boost as well.

Lovely day, seeing a fair few people I quite like.
including my boyfriend and two of my favourite other males.
even if one was completely by accident.

My friends and boyfriend went above and beyond.
Thank you to everyone who pitched in for my FAVOURITE present of all time.
A car radio that works.
not only can i listen to FM again, but it has an auxiliary cord.
complete.

have training for, technically, job number 4 in a week.
forms have been sent over.
super delt with. Phew what a relief.

won netball, quite easily as it turned out.
sort of helped they had 6 players.

photo is a bit lame, but I nearly forgot! Sorry about the bad quality.
xx

nearly 20.

So I turn 20 in approximately 4 days.
This is ridiculously soon for me.
sort of frightening, a little bit exciting.

Taco Bill on spooooooookkkkyyyy Friday the 13th.
Cannot wait :)

But the main point is, I want to commit to blogging again.
Not quite how I used to, mostly because its just too much effort.
But I want to write 100 word maximum about my day every day (a way to have a nice record of my first year as an adult) and to upload a photo for everyday.
A photo for every day for a year.
that is the idea.

So new layout. and stuff to get ready.
the idea is to start on may the 9th.
my birthday.
for those who didn't know.
may not end up putting it all the internet.
as long as I have a nice record.
cheers.
xx 

weddings.

It has been a very long time since I've written a blog.
I suppose its for a number of reasons. Not because I haven't had anything to say, more, I haven't found time to write it.
but I suppose today, I as I sit at work, listening to yet another wedding speech, I feel the need to blog.
weddings: is it just me or do they place such an unnecessary pressure on perfection? The day is the bride and grooms special day which should, in theory, only occur once in their life, and thus needs to be "spectacular". For instance, this current wedding I am at, there is a photobooth, stretch hummer, inside fireworks, dj, professional photographer and all you can eat buffet. It's insane. "perfect"

This is not my only issue with weddings. There is something about weddings that just leaves me questioning... how is it that every marriage is "pure happiness" and yet 1 in 2 end in divorce? If you have been to as many weddings as I have, you begin to notice common themes. how every couple were "destined" for each other. Love at first sight. everybody always knew they would get married.
Really?
Maybe I'm a cynic, but I find this so hard to believe.
to me, this pedastool for marriage is a recipe for disaster. many may not share my feelings on this, but personally I'm of the belief that the "right" person is about opportunity and time, not true love. If you find a compatible, good looking person when you are of the appropriate "breeding" age, that person becomes "the one".
Moreover, no relationship is perfect, they have their ups and downs and there is no way marriage is easy. It is a life commitment based on love and trust, not "perfect person" instead, the person who makes life that little bit more bearable. Who's annoying habits you know, recognize and don't give a shit about, who you can fight with, hurt more than anybody else, and yet still come back. Honestly there is not a recipe. But weddings don't mean shit. Promising to love somebody is more than a false hope for "perfection" it doesn't exist in this world. and hoping for it, pretending like it exists, doesn't mean it will... In fact its setting you self up for disappointment.
Personally I see relationships like a hug- something of which I am quite fond- when you spoon, and are both facing the same direction, the hug is amazing, you fit one inside the other, and limbs are comfortably place. However when you face each other, sometimes it can work, but usually somebody is awkwardly positioned to comfort the other.
In a relationship, if you are both going the same direction, it works, comfortable and correct. But when you are each going your own way, you can hold out, and enjoy momentarily or short term, but eventually somebody will have to retire when their arm falls asleep.

wow... It is late and I am exhausted, I wrote this on my phone at work. Now to see if I can upload it... Fingers crossed.

weddings.

It has been a very long time since I've written a blog.
I suppose its for a number of reasons. Not because I haven't had anything to say, more, I haven't found time to write it.
but I suppose today, I as I sit at work, listening to yet another wedding speech, I feel the need to blog.
weddings: is it just me or do they place such an unnecessary pressure on perfection? The day is the bride and grooms special day which should, in theory, only occur once in their life, and thus needs to be "spectacular". For instance, this current wedding I am at, there is a photobooth, stretch hummer, inside fireworks, dj, professional photographer and all you can eat buffet. It's insane. "perfect"

This is not my only issue with weddings. There is something about weddings that just leaves me questioning... how is it that every marriage is "pure happiness" and yet 1 in 2 end in divorce? If you have been to as many weddings as I have, you begin to notice common themes. how every couple were "destined" for each other. Love at first sight. everybody always knew they would get married.
Really?
Maybe I'm a cynic, but I find this so hard to believe.
to me, this pedastool for marriage is a recipe for disaster. many may not share my feelings on this, but personally I'm of the belief that the "right" person is about opportunity and time, not true love. If you find a compatible, good looking person when you are of the appropriate "breeding" age, that person becomes "the one".
Moreover, no relationship is perfect, they have their ups and downs and there is no way marriage is easy. It is a life commitment based on love and trust, not "perfect person" instead, the person who makes life that little bit more bearable. Who's annoying habits you know, recognize and don't give a shit about, who you can fight with, hurt more than anybody else, and yet still come back. Honestly there is not a recipe. But weddings don't mean shit. Promising to love somebody is more than a false hope for "perfection" it doesn't exist in this world. and hoping for it, pretending like it exists, doesn't mean it will... In fact its setting you self up for disappointment.
Personally I see relationships like a hug- something of which I am quite fond- when you spoon, and are both facing the same direction, the hug is amazing, you fit one inside the other, and limbs are comfortably place. However when you face each other, sometimes it can work, but usually somebody is awkwardly positioned to comfort the other.
In a relationship, if you are both going the same direction, it works, comfortable and correct. But when you are each going your own way, you can hold out, and enjoy momentarily or short term, but eventually somebody will have to retire when their arm falls asleep.

wow... It is late and I am exhausted, I wrote this on my phone at work. Now to see if I can upload it... Fingers crossed.