Monday, November 1, 2010

.

knowing. understanding. trusting. caring

when did it become, that regardless of everything, you understood me better than myself?
how long has it been that you knew me like this.
it feels like forever.
forever and a day.
and at the same time.
it feels like no time at all.
i question how i ever lived without it
the fact you know what i'm thinking before i do.
what im feeling.
you know the cause and the remedy.
you know how to make me happy.
(or sad when the mood so takes you)
you can read me better than anybody.
but its more than that.

you care.
you want to be there.
you understand. you know how difficult it is.
and still think its worth it.
i never knew it was possible.
for two people to actually want to spend as much time together.
as it is that i want to spend with you.
i struggle to fathom how i will survive the next 2 and a bit weeks.
but i know i will.
and the wait. will have been more than worth it.

xx

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