random.

thoughts.



a. i opened my handbag the other day and had a quick giggle at what was inside.

- about 100 bucks worth of used metcards.
all this year.
thanks uni :)

- 3 pepsi max bottle wrappers.
i have enterted the top gear competition WAY too many times
and i really wanna win too.

- a condom.
but not just any condom. nnooooo
the one that got put in my wallet in year 10 when my locker was broken into.
maybe dont use that...

-a test tube
yeah - found it in the pocket of my lab coat.
clearly evidence of just how cool i am.

-a broken necklack. earing and ring.
more evidence of my hoarding nature.
i break things i like and dont throw it away.
noooo
keep the small shards of absolutely nothing in the hope it can be fixed.
clearly - not.

twas funny.
and kinda entertaining.

had random other thoughts and dreams.
which could mean something.
or absolutely nothing.

kinda wished i still had that lipgloss container that i lost.
dancer - thats a reference to you.

haven't posted in ages.
exam time.
so obviously there is no better way to procrastinate.
no musical to keep me busy.
still have the job though.
that works as painful time waster.
*think of the money* *think of the money* *think of the money*
what money?

every wondered that you might think too much?
or complicate things that don't need complicating.
i do this.
a lot.
a ridiculous amount of time actually is spent like this.

i often say its because i'm female.
but i dont think thats actually fair.

i suppose i just do it.
it just happens.
i keep it controlled
mostly.

but somethings just make me angry.
or upset.
and i can't shake it.
and then i feel guilty.
but should i?
im allowed to be hurt.
and upset.
maybe i am being a sensitive female - but so what?

anwaaaays.
just my thoughts.

hilarious conversations have undergone since i last posted
with an array of different people.

covering:

permission.
and friendships.
loyalties.
homosexuality.
sex.
drugs.
babies.
pregnancy.
parties.
exams.
life.

welll. want more detail - ask me :)

much love and kudos bloggians.