getting close now...

so it seems.

that in 2weeks from tomorrow... i will have to survive independently for awhile.
hmm.
sounds kinda crazy.
i do things independently all the time.
by choice.
but i don't WANT to do this.
i just am - because, well, because its what is happening :(

basically India leaves for china for 2 months.
confusing country swap.
i know.

and i feel like such a girl for how i feel about it.
gah.
but basically. all in all.
im nervous.
whilst 2 months is short, and will probably go quickly.
a lot can happen in 2months.
a lot can change in 2months.
i don't know if im just over analysing.
but how can i go from seeing somebody everyday for 2months straight - to not at all for another 2?
bly5rwadscdbgtdscchwedxzcn.

in other news.
i quit one my jobs.
:D
well - it was about time really.
sleep was definitely needed.
i probably haven't actually quit yet.
i sent in an email of resignation last night.
i haven't been home to check for a reply :S
but in theory i only have 3 shifts left at that job.
WOOOO.
(note: it will probably be more)

i also started a tutoring gig.
i should have 3 kids a week now.
so - in actual fact i replaced one job with another.
but this one pays better. and i get less hours.
essentially same amount of money for 1/2 the hours.
and no stress.
and no early mornings.
and i actually have fun.
aaaahhh
yay :)

i. like. money.
im also a work-a-holic.
im also addicted to everything i enjoy...
which is mildly disconcerting.
but only mildly. problematic when it means you don't sleep.

twas 6months on sunday.
which is both no time at all.
and a substantial amount of time rolled into one.
i really will miss you.