eight.

laid back day.

woken early for exterminator.

4hours sleep = not enough.

drove father to office.

slept for another 3hours at parents work.

on the floor.

felt much better.

although had random dreams.

msn conversation with tom.

woke up wishing it was real.

we were actually civil to each other.

ironic huh?

had lunch with parentals.

drove father home for his nap.

met with bob in her lunch break.

hour long chats about everything.

although mostly boys.

and how little sense they make.

yet how exciting they can be.
but mostly how little sense.

discussed my conversation last night.

where a moral dillema was approached.

was definitely offered money/car in exchange for sex.

didn't accept.

however it does pose the question:
how much would it take?

how much is enough to be worth sleeping with someone you're not interested in?

or is it none at all?

does being in a relationship count as a "cost"?

buying drinks. dinner. presents.

obviously its different for everybody.

but still.

interesting.

went job hunting.

handed in my resume at a number of places.

doubt i will get any.

however, the bar/restaurant staff were mighty fine. french accents.
wouldn't mind working with them.

who knows.

unlikely though.

walked most of the way home.

honking total = 5

including 2 trucks.

1 who waved.

waved back - definitely never met him before.

strange day.

weather was disgusting when moving.

when stationary (and in the shade) was pleasant.

one month of freedom to equate for every year not.

strange. different. new.

i thought i would have said upsetting.

but i dont think so.

clearly intangible progress is being mad.

yay for time.

quote: because i heard it on the radio. and its stuck in my head.

picture: because i love her.

"when you cried, i'd wipe away all of your
tears
you'd scream, i'd fight away all of your
fears,
and i held your hand through all of those
years,
but you still have, all of me"

[my immortal. evanescence]

ciao bella.