thirteen.

home at last.
the rest of valentines day was enjoyable.
spent night with soccer and maccas.
watched 8 episodes of o.c.
epic.
forgot how much i loved that show.

definitely discussed boys a lot.
infinitely so actually.
such quotes ensued...

"don't be jealous of me because i'm gonna get some next"
"maybe we will all spontaneously get some"
"when someone says spontaneously, i think combusts"

that and the apropriately used term "egotesticals"

discussed the over hyped sex drive of some.
and their inability to not hit on EVERYBODY.
however, recent events may mean this will hopefully change.
all i can say is - thank god.
i don't want to have to see that.
however in refrence to this i do have something else to say.
"there are somethings that shouldn't be a wall post. thats why messages were invented"
seriously.
also, way to copy me? guess its all you know. haha.

received a valentine message.
:-)

slept 3 in the bed.
extremely hot.
was potentially not wearing a top for some of this crazy heat times...

funny conversations persued
"Sarah. you are hilarious. your thing for red heads"
"am i a horrible person if i say i only like red headed females?"
*awkward silence*
"ooooh... i mean, apreciate their atractiveness. not 'like'... "
"sure you did"
"i did! being red headed suits females better than males!"

but i do think its true.
its not as much an insult to be a 'ranga' if you're a girl.
this is potentially why?
or the male population are horrible to each other.

i'm a horrible person. lol.
i also have a tendency to be passive agressive.
i'm getting better.
maybe not always.
haha.
i guess its my coping mechanism.
i do feel bad though.
because the last thing i want, is to hurt people who don't deserve it.
and no matter how i feel.
likelihood is, they don't deserve it.

day after tomorrow
promising :-)

i am so crazily broke.
its actually a joke.
(that wasn't meant to rhyme)
however there are two people who owe me 20bucks.
so it will be nice once i have that!
and maybe even a job.
but that isn't likely is it? haha.
stupid. grr.

wish i could go on o-week camp.
feel bad that i'm not.
but i really can't afford it.

spent 2 and half hours today at maccas with fashion and vet.
only had 1hour park.
as i got into car, saw parking inspector.
kissing someone.
hopefully didn't book me...
suppose we will find out later.
urgh.

currently obsessed with "still hurting" from the last 5 years.
jason robert brown is a legend.
it is literally my life 2months ago.
i think its nice to be able to say its past tense though.
lucky i didn't hear it earlier.

"Jamie is over and Jamie is gone
Jamie's decided it's time to move on
Jamie has new dreams he's building upon
And I'm still hurting"

[still hurting. last 5 years]

over and out.