Saturday, February 13, 2010

eleven.

another pretty basic day.
repetative? yeah a little.
my apologies to those bothered to read this.
:-)
only had the starbound dvd for 12hours.
already forced to show family members.
*groan*
spent a lot of the day in my pyjamas.
finally decided i needed to get ready for the 18th tonight.

"beauty and the geek" theme.
kinda wished i was a man.
geek would be fun.

went through my wardrobe to find stuff.
all of a sudden EVERYTHING fits.
its disconcerting.
and awesome!
by everything i mean everything.
dresses i've owned and never worn cause they're tiny.
denim skirts i got in year 8.
the pair of boardies i bought in december.
too big.
its crazy.
and again - awesome!

wearing my "frug" dress tonight.
aka. stolen school property.
but i still really like it.
reason i realized things that didn't fit. do.
worried that a friend may comment about my theft.
meh. it looks cool.

i blame the pressure of being a "beauty"

wearing silver jewellry.
wanted to my t&c ring.
still not able to wear it though.
also - i would have to find it to do that.
somehow managed to get my new ring on...
it definitely didn't fit at christmas.
mildly confused.
still content.

discovered i've lost nearly 5kg in 2months.
definitely the best part about being single.
mother says "must be because you're happy"
so true woman. so true.

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ time lapse ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~~ ~

many compliments on my dress.
happy making.
was recognised.
didn't matter.
definitely smell like smoke.
awkward.

fun chats with people i haven't seen since school.
funny. strange. insightful.
realize i like people that i didn't all that much in school.
feel bad that the bridge may be too burnt.
well - i suppose only time will tell.
definitely need to organise netball team.
love that game.
miss those girls.

spent a lot of time with fashion
decided to meet up for valentines day.
as the single friends we are.
we're just that cool.
people will probably think we are dating.
this will entertain me greatly.

wednesday draws closer.
yay.

"Will i lose my dignity?
will someone care?
will i wake tomorrow
from this nightmare?"

[will i. rent]


and done.


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