five.

today is yet to have started.
woke up.
spent time on the internet.
ditched b.ball game for three reasons.

1. i suck.
2. i wasn't 100% sure i was welcome
3. i'm incredibly lazy.

down to the nittygritty's of hens organization.
really really excited.
hoping all plans work out.
bit technical.
also costly.
i'm hopeful people will still come.
i mean
she is so worth it.

about to go to cynics place.
have some quality catch up.
stay there all night.
some good chats in store.
even if he is slightly pathological.

angry at myself.
can't delete my myspace.
annoying.
also really curious who my "internet valentines" are.
facebook doesn't want to tell me though :-(
i know who i would want on the list though.

realized although this week was empty.
next week is full.
this is nice.
i miss everybody.
i hope i manage to fit everybody in.
especially the picnic.
miss those guys the most.
and i saw them the most recently.
ha.

had a long shower.
refreshing.
clothed and waiting to head out.

not much to talk about when you do nothing...
again, i really chose the worst time to start a blog.
should have gone out last night.
the whole $20.45 to my name is the reason i didn't.
how upsetting.

miss bob infinately.
need to see her.
soon.
realize i miss a lot of people.
i suppose this is the realization of no more school.
for now, its an okay price to pay.
as long as i don't miss them TOO much.
(aka i get to see them eventually!)

"Why do we play with fire?
Why do we run our finger through the flame?
Why do we leave our hand on the stove-
Although we know we're in for
some pain?"

[louder than words. tick tick boom]

terima kasih.